Deprived.

I’ve never been happier
Yet I’ve never been so alone.
I’ve never felt stronger
Yet never have my walls been so weak.

I smile so much more now
But I cry myself to sleep.
I do more, think more and create more
But no one is interested.

Always an introvert,
Never one for a party.
Always there to depend upon,
Never dependant, not anymore at least.

Prepared to give out hugs,
Do I ever get one back?
No.

Is this what being deprived
Of affection feels like?
I think so.

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